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mud or stars?

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“two men look out the same prison bars; one sees mud and the other stars.”

-beck

in honor of international mud day 

 

 

image credit:Winter Window, pastel, 8″ x 8″, 2002 © B.E. Kazmarski

carnival.

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driving down the highway

i came upon this truck filled with fun

and wondered where exactly it was headed.

“i was sure that somewhere a grandiose carnival

was going on in the sky,

and I was missing it.”

-eve babitz

 

balance.

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glenn frey the cat not the rocker 

 agrees with

patti smith the rocker not the cat.

“in art and dream may you proceed with abandon.

in life may you proceed with balance and stealth.”

-patti smith

summer’s long and lazy river.

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time well-spent on the longest day.

“and so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies, i had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.”

– f. scott fitzgerald – the great gatsby.

 

strong.

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“nonviolence is a weapon of the strong.”

-mahatma gandhi

 

 

scream 2 – electric bugaloo.

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when the guts of my electronic car key

mysteriously disappeared a month ago

after having coffee with my friend

i searched everywhere

and tried to consider every possible scenario

wondering how the insides came out

and where they went

between the time i had coffee

and the time i returned to my car.

flash ahead to now –

i finally surrendered

went to the dealer

 showed them the empty fob

to get their opinion

said they had never seen anything like it before 

 gave me the number to contact their corporate headquarters

to get them to cover a replacement

when i got home

i was cleaning out my office/art studio/room of fun

 putting away a gift

that my same coffee friend had returned with from ireland 

 it was put in a bag from a local store

wrapped in tissue paper

as i went to throw out the bag

i pulled out the tissue

tipped over the bag

(that held the gift i had opened before but not yet put away)

and

out fell

a small black and red item

i took a closer look

there was the missing inside piece from my key.

it had been returned to me through some twist of fate

literally fell right into my hands

in much the same sudden and unexpected manner

that it had disappeared

one month and one country later.

“i find that, usually, answers present themselves. they are not hidden under rocks or camouflaged among trees. answers are right there, in front of our eyes. but if you haven’t cause to look, then of course you will probably never find them.”
-cecelia ahern

 

 

hoops.

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discovering hula hoops and joy in the middle of the street. 

“there is no such thing as the pursuit of happiness, but there is the discovery of joy.”

-joyce grenfell

wha?

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after working hard all day
without taking a break to eat
 tired and hungry and looking for the easy way out
i decided to just drive through the closest place
to get food to eat on my way home
 trying to eat something healthy
 was a quite a challenge based on the menu
ordered a small wrap without sauce and unsweetened iced tea
they repeated my order to me
i confirmed it and paid
got my order
slipped back into traffic and headed off
only to quickly discover
much to my dismay
they had actually
added extra sauce, a sugary fake honey mustard sort of thing to my wrap
and poured me a fully-sugared iced tea
was this a trick?
had i asked for my order in some other language that i was unaware of ?
did yes actually mean no?
was i a horrible communicator?
did i appear to need a sugar boost?
too tired and too much traffic to go back
but one of us in the equation was clearly confused
and perhaps both.
“the single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place.”

-george bernard shaw

image credit: pinterest

 

packing up.

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end of the school year and moving classrooms.

“time is a circus, always packing up and moving away. “

-ben hecht

 

 

 

credit: googleimages – vintage

what’s your story?

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i’ve always been fascinated by the idea of back stories.

the story behind the story

i love the idea of understanding

what led to something,  motivations,  experiences, emotions, circumstances, the why’s

so i set out to find the back story/backstory about the origin of this term

the new york times summed it up very well in the following piece. 

‘Looking for the Candy, Finding a Back Story” was the headline above a review by A.O. Scott in The New York Times about the movie “Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.”
“Backstory” (one word) was the headline chosen by the New Yorker cultural critic Joan Acocella for her dance review of “revivals of long-absent works by Ashton and Balanchine.”
What’s the history, derivation, hidden motivation or inside skinny — I’m groping for the dramatic term — of this explosion of usage in the arts sections of our media? Whence this seemingly simultaneous lexical development?

It began quietly in the early 80’s, probably among writers creating series for television. The Oxford English Dictionary’s earliest citation is from an A.P. dispatch by Jerry Buck in 1982 about the screenwriters Stephen and Elinor Karpf: “They had been compiling characters and back stories for a prospective serial for several years.”

The O.E.D. recently noted that the term’s early specific meaning was a history “created for a fictional character or situation, especially in a film or television series.”When dealing with a fictional character, the writer and director can help an actor play the part by telling him about the character’s life before the screenplay begins: from where he came, his education or lack of it, previous loves, arrest and medical records; this provides motivation and flavor.
A second meaning of back story grew out of that: Why not provide the reader or viewer with the same kind of information about what drives the character’s decisions and that adds color and meaning to an event? That led to the popularity of the prequel, a 70’s term popularized by J.R.R. Tolkien, giving the characters an earlier life and showing the roots of the subsequent story’s events.
Then nonfiction writers adopted the word and applied it to the lives of real people of the past. David Barnhart, editor of the Barnhart Dictionary Companion, spotted what he calls “a figurative extension of the meaning” and supplies a 1986 citation in this book title: “Backstory: Interviews with Screenwriters of Hollywood’s Golden Age,” edited by Pat McGilligan. (Unfortunately for etymologists, no interviewer asked the early screenwriters if they ever used the word backstory.)
That secondary sense — “what happened back then” — is being carried forward. The Baltimore Sun reporter Fred Rasmussen, who has a weekly column titled Back Story, says: “What we’re doing is going back to an original story from the 20’s and 30’s, sometimes only 10 years ago, and updating it for readers. We may know now what or who caused it, and what the motivations were. It’s not a nostalgia column; it’s a revisiting of a news event. We chose the name because we wanted something clipped, and that reflected what the column was about.”
Other lexies have their eyes on the two words (that are sometimes written as one). Joe Pickett, executive editor of the American Heritage Dictionary, supplies us with “Tapir’s Morning Bath,” a 2002 nature book by Elizabeth Royte: “Whalers took out whales, plankton proliferated, pollack boomed, perch and herring went bust, seals and sea lions followed, and so orcas switched their diet to otter.” Then comes a nice boosting: “As the disappearing otter has a back story, so too does it have a front story, a cascade of effects rippling into the future.”
Bringing the varied usages close to home, The Times Magazine has a section on its contents page called “Back Story.” Here’s the meaning, in the opinion of Gerald Marzorati, the magazine’s editor: “My understanding is that the phrase is mostly (though not exclusively) used in Hollywood to describe the potted history and biography of, respectively, the narrative and the characters that will have to be worked into the film — carefully, as not to bog down the unfolding of the edge-of-the-seat stuff that moviegoers have paid their 10-plus bucks for.

“We at the magazine use it on our contents page mostly because of the catchiness of the phrase. What we mean to do in that paragraph is give you a little ‘back story’ on the author — why he or she was the one to have reported and written the piece — and a little ‘back story’ on how the reporting came about or went.” (He can give the section a catchy title, but the guys in the office, and at many other magazines, call it the edlet, for “editor’s letter.”)
That’s the background, to use an archaic term, of back story.

credits: new york times, william safire